Father Wound.
Journal Entry: Sun Jun 15, 2008, 1:19 PM
- Mood:
Dazed - Reading: What I'm writing.
- Drinking: Sobeee
I went to church today, for father's day. And at first I was like, "Yeah okay, church, all religious and stuff. Gunna learn somethin'" but I have to tell you... this sermon was... amazing for fathers day.
I know that most of you know that I've never had a proper father in my life, my real one left before I was born and wanted to get rid of me when my mom was pregnant. So, father's day really means nothing to me.
But I want to tell you this sermon, that made me break down in tears. It really hurt my heart for the first time in a while. And my mom was also fallen in tears, for my family pretty much had horrible experiences with fathers or dads.
My mother's dad beat her, and was always drunk. He left.
My grandmother's father, I'm sure isn't close, for her relationship with her mother grew frail and fell apart from problems with alchohol.
My dad was a foolish drug addict, and I'm sure that everyone had has problems with fathers.
I am really happy, though, knowing that some father figures stand tall for their children... ):
ANYWAYs, I would tell you the sermon, but it was so amazing that... I could never.
Lol, please if you have a Dad that's a good dad, pleasepleasePLEASEE don't take him for granted, because so many people are deprived of right fathers...
;u;
Thanks for reading if you did, note me if you have questions, and comment I guess non-questions.
Devious Comments
*rages*
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楽に聞いてくれたら嬉しい
僕らの音楽を君を傷つけない
yaaayohmygod.
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We can invite L and Lighto and Matt and Mello and they can have some hawt sexy time randomly while Near and us drink sake while singing along to some Barney song on the kareoke machine that Watari will bring up because he stole it from Sasuke. ~ShiJoou
When a boy is not arguing ... he is thinking deeply.
When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions ... he is wondering how long you will be around.
When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... he is not at all fine.
When a boy stares at you ... he is wondering why you are lying.
When a boy let you lays on his chest ... he is wishing for you to be his forever.
When a boy wants to see you everyday... he wants to be yours 4eva.
When a boy says ' I love you ' ... he means it.
When a boy says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more
than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....
Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
Who calls you back when you hang up on him...
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the guy who ...kisses your forehead...
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats....
Who holds your hand in front of his friends...
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
If you open this you have to
repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!!
If you have a lot of love for someone, copy and send this to your whole list.
In 5 minutes your true love will call or message you.
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you...
Something good will happen to you at approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere.
So get ready for the biggest shock of your life.
If you break this chain, you will be cursed with relationship problems for the most important time of your life.
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why is life so cruel
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
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live life, love much, laught often
When a boy is not arguing ... he is thinking deeply.
When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions ... he is wondering how long you will be around.
When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... he is not at all fine.
When a boy stares at you ... he is wondering why you are lying.
When a boy let you lays on his chest ... he is wishing for you to be his forever.
When a boy wants to see you everyday... he wants to be yours 4eva.
When a boy says ' I love you ' ... he means it.
When a boy says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more
than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....
Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
Who calls you back when you hang up on him...
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the guy who ...kisses your forehead...
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats....
Who holds your hand in front of his friends...
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
If you open this you have to
repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!!
If you have a lot of love for someone, copy and send this to your whole list.
In 5 minutes your true love will call or message you.
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you...
Something good will happen to you at approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere.
So get ready for the biggest shock of your life.
If you break this chain, you will be cursed with relationship problems for the most important time of your life.
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Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes to carry on the chain...and spare yourself the emotional stress
-Do not copy after this part-
Sam: Sorry, I am wierd and have to pass these on when I get them... Dx I don't like getting them so I don't have to torture others by passing them on... and sorry guys I send this to, it means I ran out of girls. lol
Tis Sam. I have been hiding this account from you.
lol
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: Excuse them selves after burping
REAL FRIENDS: Burp as loud as they can to complimet your cooking
FAKE FRIENDS: Tell the guy who dumped you to f*ck off
REAL FRIENDS: Kicks the guys as* for dumping you
FAKE FRIENDS: Tell you light lies like "no you dont look fat"
REAL FRIENDS: Tell you the truth no matter what
FAKE FRIENDS: Tell you dont hit them again
REAL FRIENDS: Slap you right back and are just asking for a cat fight and laugh after the black eye you gave them and the one they gave you
FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you
FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!
If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.
First, I wanted to let you know that I love you to death & think
you are amazing!
Second, if I don't get this back I understand...
I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to
14 people that you really care about, including the person that
sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are
luved
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I bored. . . YAYZ!
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RAWR!! <3 I'm so obssessed with Shugo Chara and D.Gray man!
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I love all ma peoples
LOLOL OMfg it's okayy~~!!!
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Throughout the world, 98% of people are trying to bring sexy back. If you are in the 2% that sexy never left, copy and paste this into your signature.
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I love all ma peoples
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you
FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!
If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.
First, I wanted to let you know that I love you to death & think
you are amazing!
Second, if I don't get this back I understand...
I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to
14 people that you really care about, including the person that
sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are
luved
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sup ppls
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you
FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!
If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.
First, I wanted to let you know that I love you to death & think
you are amazing!
Second, if I don't get this back I understand...
I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to
14 people that you really care about, including the person that
sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are
luved
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Dustin Monku pwnz!
oonse! oonse!
i like friends D:
*chews on yu*
KKK!
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Put this in your sig if you laughed your ass off when you realized Yagami backwards is "im a gay"
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Put this in your sig if you laughed your ass off when you realized Yagami backwards is "im a gay"
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Throughout the world, 98% of people are trying to bring sexy back. If you are in the 2% that sexy never left, copy and paste this into your signature.
lets be friendddss D:
Konnichiwa/ Hallo thar, what be your name? :3
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Put this in your sig if you laughed your ass off when you realized Yagami backwards is "im a gay"
douzo yoroshiku desu ne~ maddy-chan
;u;/ HI
D:>
Watashi no namae wa Maddy desssssu!
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Put this in your sig if you laughed your ass off when you realized Yagami backwards is "im a gay"
D:<
konbanwaaaa!
Konbanwa~!
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Put this in your sig if you laughed your ass off when you realized Yagami backwards is "im a gay"
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